I'm a trans girl, I play electric guitar and I live with the kawaii vibe at the same time that sometimes I simply listen to Alexi Laiho playing very brutal metal that makes me want to break things... I've been through a lot of family problems and very abusive relationships that even caused me real injuries and changed me profoundly to the point where I no longer recognized myself... life simply made me stop being that girl who always wanted a beautiful, traditional relationship and the type who always wanted to be the girl perfect, I always fought for mine and I wanted to be daddy's princess and I wanted daddy to only have eyes for me and for us to have a very Christian purity, now I just take my dick, ejaculate a lot and fuck, I don't trust anyone. .. I think I've become a nilist and this platform is just a way for me to receive the compliments I received from pseudo boyfriends who never even gave me a pokemon plush...